Nerves....

I have lots of raw nerves going on in my head, body, fingers, everywhere currently.  I get nervous over everything.  I am nervous even writing this blog.  I am putting so much out there on this blog.  People I don't know or hardly know read this.  When I think about it it kind of scares me.  I get all these hits ever time I post and I only have 12 followers & I know all of them.  I average 25 hits or so so who know who the others are.  I just appreciate that they read it.  It makes me nervous to know somewhere people who don't know me may judge me, but that is a whole other blog post.
 
   In the meantime....
   I'm nervous about a lot of things this week, but also excited.  Until I get to my destination this week, my nerves will be better and hopefully calmer.  I can't understand that I have this foreboding feeling something is going to go wrong.  I try SO HARD to think positively; to think all will be OK.  I am trying to do that now but it is hardly working.  Any advice any input would be appreciated...anyone... anyone....
 
 There is just so much negativity that has occurred throughout my life - lately it is only the norm = negative.  I have turned from a realist into a pessimist or maybe I've been a pessimist all along just trying to convince myself I wasn't.  Thankfully I have support.  I'll be needing it a lot this week.   God, prove me wrong! I pray for a good week for a change!