Anxiety...

I am feeling very anxious today.  It is like a heaviness in my chest, in my heart, in my soul maybe?  There's a pill for that, but it only does so much.  It can't cure it.  It only helps temporarily.

I think I am feeling so anxious because of the unknown.  What is to come?  What will happen?  Dwelling on it only makes it worse.  My stomach turns and I sometimes get slightly dizzy.  It is hard to concentrate.  I need to refocus my energy on something else, so that is why am writing today.  It helps a little bit, gets stuff out.  Refocuses my mind on something productive (at least I hope this is productive).  So let's change the subject.

I have to take the little man to see the Easter bunny today.  This may be the last year for that.  He's not thrilled the bunny at the mall is a female one (LOL).  I have to prepare for Easter and my niece's birthday this weekend too.  I've said it before and I'll say it again, when my mind is occupied with "important" stuff, life is a little easier for me.

Thanks for reading the blog as always and I hope it makes sense and even helps some of you!